Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change youI don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No

While working today I heard this song on the radio. I've heard it many times before but I've never listen to the words. Some of the thoughts conveyed made me stop and think about myself.

When ur heart has already been stommped on does it make it that much harder to accept love again? Is all the second guessing and critism due to not trusting myself. Scared of the unknown.

Scared of the out of the blue pain. Am I tainted now forever? Because one guy cheated on me does it mean I'm destined for all others to do the same?

Or am I over thinking?

Then comes the thought where do I belong? Where am I accepted?

Too many questions with too few answers.